Monday, February 10, 2025

November Hill farm journal, 228

 


I love this photo of Cody recently because it shows how well he (and Keil Bay) blend into the winter landscape on November Hill. The oak leaves this magnificent tree holds onto each year are a definite red bay and chestnut color. I also love how the oak is almost growing out of Cody. He offers strength to me since Keil Bay passed away. He reminds me that we are all securely anchored here on November Hill. In this current political climate, in personal family matters, we are grounded, we are anchored, we will stand our ground. 

Our weather went from very cold to very warm and now back to more normal NC winter cold. This week looks chillier and rainy so I’m glad a load of shavings will arrive today to top off the stalls for some cozy barn time for the herd. 

I also have to say that our old farm truck Bob has moved on. The repair costs were too much to put into such an old truck, but a mechanic bought Bob and will do the repairs himself, so Bob will keep on trucking, pun intended! We’re not sure what we want to do in terms of replacing him at the moment. Gas or electric? For now we’re able to have our hay and supplies delivered without any trouble, so for the first time in many years we are a two-vehicle family again. 

I hope everyone reading here is calling your Congress people daily. If you need scripts and notices of the most important issues of the day, Jessica Craven’s CHOP WOOD, CARRY WATER is a very highly respected newsletter that will make resisting easy. And we all need to resist right now. 

This weekend I had wonderful writing group Zoom time and hopped back into my writing routine. We started this monthly Zoom time during trumpkin’s first administration and we are still here for this one. If you’re a creative person, keep going with your creative work. We bring energy to the world when we write, paint, sing, dance, sculpt, etc. 

The farm is still in winter dormancy. We pruned our beloved fig tree yesterday, removing several of its trunks that had encroached on the fencing and in most cases also had some damage from age. It was hard to think of cutting it back, but once we started we realized how much healthier it will be without the dead wood, without the damaged parts. May I note here that this too is a metaphor. Get rid of what does not work to make space for new and beautiful and productive growth. 

On the first day of spring in the Celtic tradition (Imbolc) I was gathering fallen branches and creating new berms, adding to existing brush piles, and checking bees and various other things on the farm. My daughter had alerted me that Keil Bay’s burial mound had composted down quite a lot, exactly as it is meant to do, and his hip bone was showing. There’s an old blog post about the day I saw Salina’s rib emerge from her burial mound. I noted that Keil’s left hip emerged during a time my own left hip was aching. We remain connected. I also noticed a tiny glimmer of white on another part of his mound. It was his left eye socket. I felt his kind eye on me that day. I can see it still, and I can feel the way it felt to gently cup my hand in a soft stroking of the fur and bone, how he would close his eye and lean his entire head into my palm when I did it. 

He remains with us here. Another grounding, protective spirit. 

The daffodils are sending up their green shoots. The bees are becoming active again. Spring is on its way. 

Thursday, January 23, 2025

November Hill farm journal, 227

 



Keil Bay has been close in spirit this week. His card pops up regularly for me and always makes me smile. 

My big farm news is that something - I am not yet sure what - is putting nest material into my owl box. I it’s a deep box so the fact that the opening now shows something in there means (I think?) that it would have to be a larger bird than songbird. I use my binoculars to spy on it multiple times a day and it doesn’t look exactly the same any of the times, so it appears to be a work in progress. If we have an owl moving in I will be beside myself with joy!

The songbirds are flocking all over the native beds and our backyard with the snow we had two nights ago. It was a dry snow, less than 2 inches, but pretty and now melting away. We are in a warming trend right now with highs up to 37 today and then 40, then 50s, and I believe there is a 60-something on the fifth day out. I do love winter time but I am ready for a milder span of days for sure. 

I’m into my winter CE time and am completing training this week on using EMDR with children, couples, and then will be doing a more advanced course in EMDR which I’m so excited about. My work in this modality has been very rewarding. I’m going to be setting my sandplay studio up this spring which might allow for some work with children again and also with adults. I still have a little dream of a mobile psychotherapy vehicle with EMDR and sandplay that can go to where it’s needed. 

Writing wise I am moving along with the novel. In this case it’s at a turtle pace but it’s adding chapters and furthering the storyline in good ways, so I will not complain. I have a number of short-form pieces which are ready to submit, and in some cases re-submit, and that’s on the side burner for a day when I am in the mood to research submission places that will be good fits for this work. 

The horses and donkeys are soldiering through this cold spell. It’s on my list to get 16-gallon heated water buckets and a couple of good waterproof blankets for the donka boys. They have never seemed to need them and they of course always have shelter and nicely bedded stalls with hay, but as they get older (!) I want to have blankets on hand for them in case either shows signs of being too cold. 

I can see Rafer Johnson being very amenable to this idea, but suspect Redford will not be on board with this at all. We’ll figure it out and maybe just practice some with clicker and treats. 

Bear Corgi is 15 this year and he is now taking previcox in the mornings for arthritis and gabapentin at night to help him sleep. He has mild-moderate dementia and was marching around all night long. The meds have helped a lot and I hope will keep him happy and rested for more years to come!

Baloo turned 8 this month and Clem has just turned 6!

In February Redford has a birthday (as do I) and then we roll into the spring birthday domino game - March and April are our biggest birthday months. 

Can I already be talking springtime? 

I can’t write anything at the moment without noting the chaos of our country with the people who are perpetrating it. If you’re feeling stressed, fearful, angry, upset, these statements might be useful. 

We’re all in the same boat with this. Let’s sail forward together. 



Thursday, January 09, 2025

November Hill farm journal, 226

 


It has been real winter here the past few weeks, with horses in blankets many nights and ice on troughs and now predicted snow tomorrow evening. 

I’ve been able to stay warm and have been working a lot seeing clients and puttering along with writing projects and other things. 

I haven’t done a thing in the garden beds for the past few weeks but thanks to so many native plantings the birds and bunnies and squirrels are staying busy foraging. It makes me happy to see the wildlife loving the messy but well-stocked gardens I’ve put in over the years. 

The herd is also keeping busy, grazing the hay we put out for them, enjoying warm feed tubs, and resting in the warm sun on the days we have it. Our truck is in repair right now and we missed the last hay co-op pick up as a result; it’s been like very old times going to get a few bales at the time from the feed store. I remember the first 9 months when Keil Bay and Little Man came into our family and were boarded, we were responsible for purchasing and storing our own hay on a pallet with our feed bins. This meant being able to stack up to around 10 bales at a time if I’m remembering correctly, and I would drive our minivan to pick the bales up. When you don’t buy more than that, you are always on the lookout for the hay you want/need. We’re not quite back to that but close enough! I hope the truck is back home soon and we can stock up the hay room again. 

The cats and dogs are also staying warm and cozy. If the power goes out with this coming snow/ice we may be returning to times past in another way and that’s the woodstove. We haven’t used it in recent years but we do have wood ready in case we need to heat the house!

I used to love snow and find it beautiful still, but I would be fine without it, and I am secretly/not so secretly hoping the forecast bombs and we get nothing. 

It’s also writing weekend on Zoom with two dear writer friends this weekend, and I don’t want to miss it. In the end though we’ll get what we get. 

Sending lots of love and light to southern California and all impacted by the horrific wildfires there. One of my dearest friends is there and is okay - hosting families who have lost their homes - and I’m so grateful she and her family have been spared that, though she says the air quality is awful. I hope this ends soon for them.